Why I Wrote This Book?
I began my journey in pastoral ministry at the age of twenty-two. Bata pa ako noon—maraming
pangarap, maraming gustong patunayan, at punong-puno ng excitement sa tawag ng Diyos. I
thought that once God called you, everything would become smooth and easy. But as the years
passed, I realized that His calling is not only about blessings and victories. It is also about
sacrifices, struggles, and learning to trust Him even when life does not make sense.
For the past six years, I have been privileged to serve in two callings—as a pastor and as a
government employee. These are two very different worlds that many people assume cannot
coexist. During the weekdays, I work in government, participating in programs and services that
aim to improve the lives of our community. Then, during evenings and weekends, I stand before
the church—preaching God's Word, counseling, praying, and walking alongside people through
the joys and burdens of life.
To be honest, there were many days when I felt physically, emotionally, and spiritually exhausted.
There were moments when I longed to rest, yet someone needed prayer. There were dreams I
wanted to pursue, but time and strength were limited. I also encountered disappointments,
misunderstandings, and seasons when I questioned whether I was doing enough.
Yet through every season, one truth remained constant:
God has always been faithful.
This book is not the story of a perfect pastor, a perfect Christian, or a perfect public servant. It is
the story of an ordinary person striving to remain faithful to an extraordinary God. It is a journey
marked by failures and lessons, struggles and victories, tears and testimonies—all woven together
by God's unfailing grace.
I wrote this book because I know I am not the only one who grows weary. Many of us quietly fight
battles that no one else sees. Many continue serving while carrying heavy burdens in their hearts.
If you are one of those people, I want you to know this:
You are not alone.
My prayer is that as you turn these pages, you will be reminded that even in life's darkest seasons,
God's light never stops shining. His grace is sufficient, His promises remain true, and His
faithfulness never fails.
In the end, this is not merely my story.
It is the story of God's faithfulness—a testimony that His light continues to shine, even in the
darkest places.
May this book encourage you to trust Him, serve Him faithfully, and discover that wherever God
calls you, His presence will always be enough