A memoir that should have been written long ago, but without words for all these years. One day it just clicks and in just 4 days, I was able to let it all out and breathe for the first time in my life. Finally I was able to understand, and let out all the broken truths I had hidden all these years. This isn’t just about addiction… it’s about what comes before that. The depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, adhd, and the manic mind spinning one thousand miles an hour.