The Silent witch of old Salem

My life has had such big dreams that I can’t remember the last time I’ve ever felt normal anymore every time I start to think it just some how goes away every time I feel a way I start to write music it just comes to mind I start to write lyrics I start to feel somewhat at ease don’t know why it just happens I start to think a lot and some how it just takes over me for split second I start wondering will anything start to feel normal again will it